and so i had a very long weekend, been pretty peaceful, i broke my 5 weeks of not heading out on a weekend. i had my company’s D&D on friday where i actually had a whole lot of fun, dancing to mambo, laughing with colleagues, photo taking session, drinking session, cursing when none of us at the table won anything at the lucky draw and after party at Dbl O. I enjoyed myself!

And sat i woke up in the afternoon only deciding not to be anti-social and head out with the boys for dinner, drinking at cuscaden before watchin the movie “Coffin” which i kept saying it was crap, and the storyline doesnt make much sense, and the horror flick is not that scary as it seems. and then home club to meet mairah up and back to yishun for supper before i concused into the weekend fever.

dont waste money watching.

and then i spend sunday sleeping the whole day, drinking heineken at 12.30pm, washing car in the evening, steamboat at home, out for mahjong and stayed up till 4 plus in the morning just to drive down with Mairah to surprise my dearest M who was touching down Singapore Changi Airport at 5.17am, and nothing beats seeing that look on her face, guess it is worth it to be crazy at times, i hope i did made her day! and then we went for breaksfast at carls jr which apparently i didnt finish, and then it was 8am home sweet home. tired i say.

and ya, i think i really is good person. HAHHAHHAHAHAHAHAH.

so far i think i had a fairly good weekend; and without doubt simple pleasures are sometimes the best thing in life. and because of the best peoplessss in my life, i am loving life the way it is! even though at times, i wished i had more money and all….. ahhahaahha. but now, no complains only thankful. =)

anyway… i was thinking of getting a bigger board, or pasting my wall with polaroids of people who makes up the pieces of my life and the moments we captured our fun. people who colour my life with their fun. we shall see, i might just do that.

today’s bright moments are tomorrow’s fond memories.

today is tuesday, i’m getting bored, just had a rough morning at meeting. =(
dreading work which makes me looking much more forward to weekends when love is back from taipei then we can catch high school musical 3…..

weekend please come soon. and it’s halloween, trick or treat!!!!!

everyone is required to use headphones and webcam from now on, mine was working fine on thursday, but now it’s getting crankier…… and my computer is alittle crazy……  and when it was fun fooling around with webcam and all. ahahhaha.

computer need some reformating now, back later to upload pictures of D&D.

and if you really notice, i am bored. =(

have you sat by your bed minutes before bedtime wondering if this is the life you wanted?
have you thought about how life would be 5 years down the road?
have you think back what you were doing back then 5 years ago?
have you miss the times?
do you want to change anything about the life now?
are there times you just want to go back or just stop time?
do you feel the same?

i believe in everyone they have this side of them which is secure, a hidden place unknown to ppl, afraid to open up and share. human nature is scary, sometimes we just want to hid away from our own kind. me, these days i just want to stay home, keeping away from the outside world. i thought about alot of things, about my life and all, with 2008 coming to an end soon, i start to wonder if 2008 was a good year. when 2007 end, i wish for a year better than good o’ 2007. 2 more months to 2009, 2008 is passing too fast.

dont people just love heineken?
call me a beer whore, i dont care.
ever wonder what the world be without it? =(

i figured i dont need a boy, i just need heineken. hah.

i believe in, “it’s better late then never.”
take me down memory lane, wouldn’t you?

monday blues as usual.
had the worst nightmare.
didnt have enough sleep over the weekends, had real difficulties getting to sleep.
stayed home the whole weekends just to be with myself.

this morning i read my horoscope, freaky i say.

Friendster Horoscope for October 20, 2008
Virgo (Aug 23 – Sep 22)

The Bottom Line
Keeping in touch with friends isn’t as vital as getting in touch with yourself!

In Detail
Keeping in touch with your friends is extremely important in life, but so is getting back in touch with yourself! Being aware of who you really are and what you really want out of life isn’t something that comes without careful and deliberate focus. Plus, it takes time — so if you are feeling the urge to knock off the social stuff for a while and just hang by yourself, do it. Once you separate from the distractions of other people, you will be able to come to some important conclusions.

life is strangely weird.
20th october, halloween coming, then xmas, then end of year.
i wanna be out of singapore come xmas.
time running short.

1. i so tired that i swear i could actually fall asleep now. getting drunk on a wednesday was no joke that cause the insufficient sleep. i almost skip work this morning…. again.
2. i saw my eyecandy this morning at the carpark. brighten the moring abit. but colleagues keep emphasis on the fact that he is married with a beautiful wife. this type is just for look see look see only.
3. the fact that it is friday makes me feel alittle bit better and looking forward to 5.30pm. and when it strikes 5.30pm, hello weekend.
4. i have been lazing too much that i kinda love being at home. i was wondering if i could break the record and stay at home on weekends for 2 months. but tmr i have to attend colleague’s hari raya party. and then romantic dindin plans on sunday with my clarachan.
5. i refuse to believe i wont strike 4D, and i going to bet all my life savings this weekend.
6. i want to go on a holiday but ahtann is only having her AL next year.
7. my whole body is aching i think i need a massage.
8. my throat is hurting. after effect or overdosage of alcohol and singing on a wed night. can i buy a new throat off the shelve?
9. my company’s D&D is next friday and i have nothing in mind to wear.
10. wont it be nice if money falls from the sky?
11. i have been listening to carrie underwood’s songs for the whole week i even hear her in my dreams.
12. leonard is taking his bike TP now and i suppose to keep the secret from mum. prepare for war zone over the weekends when he get his bike. keep secret suck balls.
13. it’s friday.

what do you call a friday with so much grumbles?

from season 1 to the now season 5, grey’s anatomy has been a reminder to my life. somehow or another, it tells a story so close to life.

the show focuses on young people struggling to be doctors and doctors struggling to stay human. It’s the drama and intensity of medical training mixed with the funny, sexy, painful lives of interns who are about to discover that neither medicine nor relationships can be defined in black and white. Real life only comes in shades of grey.

better than fantastic.
it’s true.

besides the story, all eyes to McDreamy.

quote from grey’s:  “little pieces of you get chipped away by another person and then you shave little pieces of yourself away so you’ll fit together and then one day you look up and you don’t even know who you are.”

not emo here, but the song i used to listen, suddenly just played on my player.

“I’m happy for him.” i said.

the answer to the song.
as much as i say i am happy for him and that i dont feel a tinge of sadness, the first half was true, the 2nd half is half true. as much as i could deny the answer to friends, deep down they still know i guess. the heart still beats a beat faster sometimes when your name appear from different sources.  the song that reminds me of you, really make sense here. and the only person i thought of when the song plays.

and seeing you happy, i’m truly happy for you.

along the road of life, we carry a little memories of others with us.
even though the period we met was short, i glad i met you. =)

my darkest fear.
changes as it seems, come expectedly in the most unexpected way and timing.
time changes things, we all know that.

we all do different things everyday, changes in lifestyle, change in jobs, changes in the people we hang out with, changes with the food we eat even changes the way we talk somehow. throughout my journey of 22, i had too many of changes in my life.

sometimes i do think back of the times where you do the silliest things with the people you met, people you wish you were never friends with, things you wish you did, decision you wish you had a 2nd shot at, friends that you wish you can keep close to your heart, friends you wish you never lose contact with, people you wish you never let down on, exams which you wish you study harder, a childhood you wish you can go back to, too many you wished, too many of a think back.
life is ironic.

for this, i really hope nothings changes.
i wont want this to ever change.
i hope.
my sincere prayers to above;

in my prayers, along with blessing that everyone be safe.
shit happens, we never know, i might never get to see the light of tmr.

so many things, so little time.
so tired, not enough time to sleep.
i dont even think 48 hours per day is enough.

i need a beer, cant wait for m to be back to drink with me.
btw, i hate work.

out;

how is true is human beings?
be it the closest to your hearts to aquintance.

or maybe how true are they to you?
are they the one you count on when shit happens?
how many are there you can count on?
that you know, no matter what happen, those few that will be there?

nope, i am alright. just some sudden thoughts that i just thought about.
sundays always the thinking days.

offline;

“You cant save someone who doesnt want to be saved.”

Something that i always believe in: “Our days are happier when we give people a bit of our heart rather than a piece of our mind.”