monday blues as usual.
had the worst nightmare.
didnt have enough sleep over the weekends, had real difficulties getting to sleep.
stayed home the whole weekends just to be with myself.

this morning i read my horoscope, freaky i say.

Friendster Horoscope for October 20, 2008
Virgo (Aug 23 – Sep 22)

The Bottom Line
Keeping in touch with friends isn’t as vital as getting in touch with yourself!

In Detail
Keeping in touch with your friends is extremely important in life, but so is getting back in touch with yourself! Being aware of who you really are and what you really want out of life isn’t something that comes without careful and deliberate focus. Plus, it takes time — so if you are feeling the urge to knock off the social stuff for a while and just hang by yourself, do it. Once you separate from the distractions of other people, you will be able to come to some important conclusions.

life is strangely weird.
20th october, halloween coming, then xmas, then end of year.
i wanna be out of singapore come xmas.
time running short.