i’ll hold yesterday in my heart;

Sometimes, fate has a cruel way of putting things together.

I wish you would pay more attention to my favorite songs
because the lyrics they sing are the words,
I am too scared to say;

I believe in being strong when everything seems to be going wrong.
i believe that tomorrows another day.
I believe in second chances, even if you’ve completely screwed up.
I believe in miracles.

In my lifetime i’ve come to realize that you can’t depend upon other people for what you want and you can’t be scared to go out there and fight and work hard to get it. You have to dream hard, wish big and chase after your goals. Cause no one else is going to do it for you.
And even if things don’t work out, you’ll always be able to say you tried.

I tried.
And one day i hope i will be able to reach my destination.
The best things in life don’t come easy.

I think it’s the impending 22, having alot of thoughts lately about being 22. Yes, people may say considering the fact that i’m an asst manager at the age of 21 earning what is considered average. From my position, i dont think i’m any better than my peers. They have the luxury of going to good universities to continue their studies, and having the luxury to be full time student. I wish i had that opportunity too. Comparing the goals i had for myself, i’m not there yet. It’s not about giving myself stress, but if i dont set a goal or give myself stress, i will not be able to improve myself and be among the best. Many see me as a young 21 blindly trying to make her way thru the corporate world, i want to change the impression others have on me. It’s not easy having a team of people working for you who are older than you, it’s not easy. And i dont know if i’m up to the job. But i just want to make a point and prove to the people who think i’m not up to the job or that i dont deserve the position that i stand in today. I will work harder to prove to the pretentious people in the corporate world i work for. That age doesn’t play a part, and that one day, i might be above you. Life’s tough. I think at different phrases of life, you worry about different things, different stress level. In sch, all you worry about is examination, whether you can make it to universities and all, when it comes to work, you worry about being sacked, doing a good job, getting recognition and all, when you set up a family, you worry about money, kid’s future and all. Life is full of stress. And it’s only when it comes to work, you will realise, school days are so precious and dear. Something i always missed. 22’s not young anymore, keep going, work harder.

Quote of the Day: Never laugh at anyone’s dreams. People who don’t have dreams don’t have much.

I learnt alittle from this sentence, and it’s true in a sad way. Alot of people live for their dreams, everyone have their own dream. Dream of being successful, dream of being rich, dream of having a happy life. People who don’t have dreams…..don’t have much.

“I must forgive you,
and you must forgive me too,
It’s the only thing that’s left that we haven’t try to do.
One thing that I’m sure will work, that we haven’t tried before,
let’s not bring the past back anymore.”

havent been bloggin for a long time, lazy and all, have been sleeping alot lately, too much in fact. hahahah. weekends spend nua-ing, out with colleagues on friday, slept at 1am, sat was dinner with ahtan, acid bar then dbl o where i lost my card, so irritating. but i swear the drinks there is so cheap that drunk is easily attained. and the rest of my weekends are spend watching olympics and dinner with family. been watching too much of olympics, and congrats to singapore for winning the silver medal, for a very long time havent been proud of being a Singaporean, and now i am! ahahhaha. all in all, august coming to another end in 2 weeks time, 2008 has been sailing fast but not high enough for my 2 years plan, maybe i should share some of my weekends with my dad and learn to sell property, then i can get my car soon. hahahahha. birthday in less than a month with no plans in mind, a year older but dreading it. let’s just see how it goes, the most, it will be a sleep in day. but a definetly a block leave for me, 1 whole week of break, i sure need it.

back to work.
national rally telecast is on tonight, hope i dont fall asleep watching it.

HAVE A NICE WEEK AHEAD FOR EVERYONE! =)

Life is all about those natural highs, when your favorite song comes on the radio or you hear someones voice that you hadn’t heard in forever.
Life is about those snowy nights in front of the fire with a huge cup of hot cocoa, or sitting on your front lawn, watching fireworks on a hot summer night. 

Life is about going to parties with friends, or spending time with the loved ones.
Life is about going to the pool and cooling off, or bundling up and playing in the rain.
Life is about seeing people you haven’t seen in forever, or seeing that one person you love everyday.
Life is about getting excited to see a person.
Life is about love, friendship and laughs.

Life is about those summer days and the sand between your toes and the smiles on your face.

It’s about comfy couches, rainy days, and those late night talks.
It’s about top down rides and wind in your face, those are the moments you’ve never felt so alive.
It’s about finding someone to hold onto, and knowing they’re not holding anything back.
It’s about holding hands and pressing lips, giving it your best and having no regrets.

Life isn’t only about the destination, but the journey that gets us there.

Life, just have fun..

why is it that hard for thoughts to be converted to words that should be said or written?
when did it became this hard to just relax the mind?
why is it so hard to talk about it?

and so exams are over, back to work this morning!

and during lunch time, i stayed in due to the amount of email i had to reply due to 3 days of absence at work! stupid boy was here to entertain me, and our conversation was quite funny i think. hahahahha. in the search of my surname leads to such conversation.

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OK VERY LAME, but for a moment it was funny, cause got drawing and all, cannot paste. hahahahahaha.

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AND………………….
THANK GOD IT’S FRIDAY! cant wait to meet the girls tonight for dindin.
exams finally over, fun is here.
getting buttered tmr night!
and it’s national day!
hahahahahaa.

and so as we all welcome august with open arms, i’m hating the first week. with 2 exams i’m so hating it. 1 paper down, the last one will be today and then i would be free!!!!!! looking forward to the plans ahead. national day up ahead. i cant wait.