The only people you need in life are the ones that need you in theirs.
i doubt i’m in theirs.
Archive for June, 2008
no words.
something is not right.
but with no correct words to describe.
something just not right.
the question with no answer.
Why do we love the people that ignore us, and ignore the people that love us?
do or die.
tattoooooo love! haven’t really decide what to do, but come across few fonts to do. will search for more.
Next month, tattoo will be imprinted! that’s if i come up with the design, i need insipiration!
maybe this cause ahtan say “I Love Beer” is too gross.
very random but in a world where money comes before everything else (put aside human relationship), i think the world might be coming to end up. how come everyone is cash strapped? unless of course those millionaire la, don’t talk about it. i need to be rich, broke broke. sat sun my lucky day! ahtan, our number will come out. AHAHHAHA.
AND IT’S A FRIDAY and i have a bad headache.
spell beer.
Quote of the Day: There are no new sins. The old ones just get more publicity.
Anyway, found this on the web! beer loving!!
1st and more to come.
ytd was a random call to the family members for a dinner, and everyone turned up! hahhahaha. so it was steamboat at bugis and then drinking at the pub nearby! i think my dad was kinda happy when i sms him asking him whether he wanna have dinner? hahahaha. Can sense and see clearly that the parents were enjoying such occasions that we all come out to eat and drink. And so leonard and me were smoking outside and came up with a decision to meet up as a family everyweek to have dinner or drinking session. He even said, “yup, don’t want like everyone work then don’t care about them, next week i get my commission i treat them eat.” that’s the little brother who eventually grew up!! and boy was i surprised to hear that. and ya, me leonard and hazel was exposed when we say we go toilet together, they say, “go smoke right?” hahahahha. and the family is major camwhores, it was a fun night, with laughter everywhere.
And yes, ask why the same background, we thought the effect was nice, so all of us wanted to take with the lamp-post. HAHAHHAHAHA. LIKE SOME SUA KU!
PUB FOR DRINKS, KTV, FIVE TEN, DICE, POOL, PHOTO TAKING.
Ok that’s all. till the next.
i need some sleep.
as i’m very tired now, almost falling asleep, waiting for ahtan to come back from cold storage, i decide to just blog about my gambling life. ahhaha.
and so i had quite an “healthy” week i assume without much clubbing or alcohol, ok but still gambling week. was quite determinded to not club last week wed, but still gave in to temptation to club with the girls for some good o’ wednesday loving. it was attica and zouk and home at 5am and work the next day at 8.30am. so impressed.
and fri was er…. oh ya, sakae with the fav girls and then declare a non-clubbing day and we headed to a new hangout, J bar. then back to yishun at 1 to play mahjong with the cousin till wee hours.
and sat was supposingly sentosa day, but weather was not that good, so i played mahjong again, and then slack at home then midnight movies with the girls along with shan and mairah. supper and then back to yishun to play poker till 9am in the morning. mind you, major gambler. and then sunday due to laziness, play mahjong too till 2am in the morning when i actually start work at 8.30. was fucking tired already. met ahtan for dinner ytd at marina square where i swear this time, lesson learnt, not to be to greedy and overload your stomach with too much food and afterwhich was mahjong again at erjie’s place till 2am again, slept at 3am, and here i am, feeling all so tired. ain’t giving in to temptation for the rest of the week, too tired, i need to start studying. and i need to come up with new plans.
- assumingly 26-27 would be our mini girls getaway to the island where the merlion lived.
- zoo outing.
- sentosa whole day $50 act siao outing.
- (long trip) bkk trip or hk trip. ok, i know it’s hk for sure.
- (short trip) batam
- new place to eat.
- and i will try to add on to this list, just that my brain not really functioning.
AND TMR WE’RE HEADING TO WILLY WONKA’S FOR DINNER, something new, it better be good.
what’s for weekend?
p.s/ and ahtan, don’t say i unhealthy, but i feeling for some beer now.
HAWHAHWHAWHWH.
Our lives begin to end, things begin to change, the day we become silent about the things that matters.
unable to turn back things. if only.
the last goodbye.
the day i wrote you the email, i was determined to let it all go.
it’s time i figured, it was something i should do.
but why do you have to make it all hard for me to let it go now?
stop shaking the ground i stand on, won’t you?
catching up with an old friend.
friends come and go, we grew up learning on this phrase. but only certain ppl in your life will make an impact, who was there, who helped you along the way, who you shared the joy, the fun, laughter and the troubles in either one’s life. I let too many such ppl walk away from my life, i think. Time fly us by more than anything in this world. To think, i have graduated from secondary school for a good 5 years. Many things has changed since then. And so, yesterday, i met up with miss xie. It was a random dinner plan. We talked, talked and talked. Before the dinner, i had second thoughts about meeting up with her, thinking that things will be awkward based on the fact that the last meal we shared was in secondary 4. Yes, we laughed about the fact that it took us 6 years to start catching up with each other, and i guess it’s probably that don is not an issue between us anymore. We could even talk about don openly without having the intention to hurt each other. And it was good to meet up with an old friend, the person i used to call my best friend, the person who i always felt in-debt to, the feeling felt so familiar, warmth. Things were the same, we talked non-stop, reminiscing about the past, gossip about secondary school mates, about the older of the 10 brothers who married a china woman, about how we are doing now, about boys, about life, and i’m loving such catching up. To be able to put down everything and talk freely, not being childish and taking things as adults was probably the day we were looking forward to, and we did. Almost 9 years of knowing each other, 5 years not talking, tell me can time pass any faster?
Glad both of us enjoyed the catching up, looking forward to more catching up, this time, with jon too.
And it’s silly that both of us gave up this friendship because of a guy, and both of us know it deep down. But still, expensive but good lesson learnt.
And so, my thursday was good i say.
