i’ll hold yesterday in my heart;

As we grow up, we’ll gradually submerge into our own world, in the world that we’ve aspired to lead since we’re little children. we’ll chase our dreams. we’ll fight for our “rights”. we’ll play like there’s no tmr. But in the process of doing all these, we’ll forget that the world does not only revolve around us. we’ll forget that in our lives, there’s so many people who are always standing in one corner, supporting us.. stretching out their hands.. guiding us all along without asking for anything in return.

and time pass so fast, so hard to catch. so just pictures.
zouk on friday, was crazy, drama + overload of alcohol. home at 3am, early i say.

weekends was stay in, monday didn’t wanna go work, but ended going, but tuesday took urgent leave, went to watch movie with the people who didn’t go work. apparently everyone seems to not go work on tuesday. so bei, dion, me, leonard & hazel went for laksa, slack at bei’s house for 2 hours after alot of plans we decided to just catch a movie at yishun 10. hahaha. and then it was home sweet home and back to reality. boring shit i say, work is shit.

waiting for lunch time. time pass slower these days. boring shit.

“In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends.”

If I happened to show up on your door step crying,
Would you care?

If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something Happened,
Would you come?

If I had one day left, to live my life;
Would you be part of That last day?

If I needed a shoulder to cry on,
Would you give me yours?

You are the chance I never get.
You are the poem I never wrote.

another moment of agony i had to live with.
probably i should blame myself for not going to work, thus not buying 4d.
the number came out. the number sue gave on friday the 13th.
oh i hate friday the 13th. how can i buy it on sat and sun and not on wednesday?

ok, live with it and back to life.
next time then.
ahtan, your number k!

I hate you, you hate me, lets get together and kill Barney, with a one two punch, Barney’s on the floor, no more stupid fat purple dinosaur.

ok, this is too lame.

i having the worst cramp ever. men don’t get it. how unfair.

i think life is beautiful.
but put aside the life ppl portray as beautiful in your eyes, you will see the uncertaintly of life.

and temptation island not going to bring light into my thoughts.

whoever said “what you don’t know, can’t hurt you.” was a moron.

and so ytd was father’s day, everyone felt a little lazy so all we(ok, my bro) did was phone the most reliable delivery service and order home delivery. ahhahahaa. pizza hut and kfc, ok, not good enough but still love the dad no less than that, will make it up one day! ahahahha.

just reached home. instead of sleeping early on a monday as i was kinda determined, but still the heart doesn’t wanna stay in, so the boys concluded that i was having an emo day, and they came to yishun where we sakae with overload of food, and for the 1st time i tried warm sake which apparently taste a little like vodka, then sat at KFC and had 3 cans of tiger before we headed to YISHUN 10 for movie. and SRG made me the excuse for his drinking spree and his not going to meet his friend, quoting, “you emo today, so must drink with you.” “my friend emo, cannot go meet other friends.” like wth? hahahaha.

but still i really appreciate it lots, thanks!

and now, despite being very tired, i’m going to stay up abit longer just hope to see bei for a while, before she fly tmr. i haven’t seen her since dont know when, and havent been talking to her. sorry!

wii time!!

i should stop thinking about stuff and start to sleep early and peacefully without relying on alcohol to make the sleep easier or better. abuse of alcohol, this is getting bad.