could things get any better.
all i wanna do now is probably just sit one corner and cry to myself.
i thought it was going to be all fine was all high spirit about career fair.
until mid day where i find myself with fucking low morale and low moods.
- my leg hurts so much. i swear i don’t mind getting cut… but blister in the feet… not my fav.
- my eyes hurts, was dry, till almost everyone who saw me had to ask what’s with my eyes. cause i was blinking non-stop.
- no leads generation and i had to stand the whole day. stand for 8 hours.
- started to count down at 6pm, but the time tick slower than usual.
- finish work only at 8.45pm cause we need to clear up.
- was very hungry but was too tired to get anything to eat and while i’m typing, i’m eating the breakfast i bought this morning which i put in my bag cause this morning i was busy folding boxes, had no time to eat the sandwich i bought.
- and with my leg hurting so bad, with my back hurting, with me being so dead tired, i walked down in hope to take a cab, but was long que, i saw 857 at the bus-stop and hop into it because i just wanna get into any vehicle which will bring me away from suntec as soon as possible.
- 1/4 of the bus journey or probably not even 1/4 of the bus journey, my mp3 player died on me. ARGH!
- after which i try to take a nap, and 3/4 of the bus journey, water droplets from the air-con had to fall on me, waking me up from my nap and i didn’t stand up because my leg refused to move and i had to tolerate that few little drops of water every few minutes throughout the last 1/4 of the journey back.
- and yes, i was awake and stoning, stoning stoning, before i know it… i missed my bus-stop.
- drop off the next bus-stop, very pissed off with myself, took a cab back.
- despite the short less than 5 mins journey back, the cab driver keep talking non-stop about the avenues in yishun.
- pissing me big time.
- reached home, saw my bed, tears just drop.
everything sucks plus the many things on my mind.
i’m tired, physically and mentally.
take me away.
