time changes it all.
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this is how time pass. this fast. and time changes alot of things. people change as time goes by, people got closer as time goes by, people grew apart as time goes by, people grow older as time goes by, people die as time goes by. time at the same time, can prove alot of thing. Time is such a powerful thing, i wish i could stop time or wish there were more than 24 hours a day, more than 7 days a week. Because it seems i’ve been too busy that weeks pass like days and months pass like weeks. cutting short, i just wanna say, probably time would make us realise who’s there and who’s not, who’s true and who’s not, who’s real and who’s not. Because it felt like i’ve seen it all and felt it all. I have been happy, with at times some negative vibes, but in all, life is all so fine that i’m enjoying. I used to think that if one happiness causes another one unhappiness, it’s selfish, cause you don’t live in your own world, at times, you have to slow down and take a look at the people around you. But now, i don’t know if i feel the same way. I paused and think of the people around me, the word that came to my mind was dramas. Too many dramas, i’m exhausted. Cause i no longer know how to solve it. Somehow, a part of me feels bad cause all in all, it was me who caused this whole drama. But i don’t understand the whole problem. In life, you do not need to have alot of good friends to feel your existence in this world, because only a few would be true. And time would show who’s true, and who’s not. I haven’t stop thinking about anything. dramas, gossips, people talking behind you, people spreading, you can’t helped it i guess. People talk, and you can’t stop. But the thing about it is, what probably hurts me the most is not the topic of the gossip, but the people who are talking about it. I was expecting them to hear about it somehow but wasn’t prepared to hear them gossip about it. Esp from you. But i guess, this way, i learnt another lesson. That’s probably one of the reason, i chose who i tell everything to and to who, i’ve learnt not to talk to about certain things..
But then again, who am i to stop you or them from judging me?
Judge me for all you want. I’m exhausted.
I appreciate everything but i guess there’s always a limit to everything and it’s when too much is getting to me, when enough is enough, i just couldn’t breathe anymore.
*many wordsssssss cut cause there’s no need for all to know. for i have grumbled enough*
forgive me for it’s monday, i’m done here.
