i’ll hold yesterday in my heart;

it felt like i have just been through a war. abit over but it just felt so. never have i felt this tired. it’s like the everything had me all down and covered with wounds. reality is the ugly truth of life. when reality kicks in, it sucks. everything in my life doesn’t seems to turn out good, everything. anything you name, i can be sure it sucks. i think i need a long getaway. time to cool down before i’m back to fight everything. nobody will be down for long, nobody will be up there for long. as much as i hate to think this way, i can’t wait to see you down and covered with wounds. kudos to you, cause you made me realise alot of things. It amaze me on how you can act like we never had anything before, act like it was me who brought upon everything that happened, and act like it was all okay to let go of everything and pretend we could be friends. because we were never friends to begin with. we were either not talking to each other or ignoring each other till we got together. what used to be us is nothing left now. i’m so tired of going through all this all over and over again. spare me the agony.