what is real, what is not?
who is real, who is not?
when will enough ever be enough?
very often, we build a shield around us, to prevent people from entering our life or to certain people, we just refuse to accept any kind of concern. Or no matter how hard we try, we can’t seems to be able to enter certain people’s world. it’s like no matter how hard you try, certain things just doesn’t fit together. Everyone is different in their own way. You cannot expect to be treated the same way as how you treat them. But in a bad way, revenge kinda way, it happens. Not in a good kind of way. I believe in putting trust into people I love and care about. It may not seems like a big deal, but to me, i guess it is. I don’t like the feeling of being wary of everyone. Isn’t it very tiring? Shouldn’t it be the word comfortable? But life is unfair, because when you let your guard down to people, it gives them a chance to hurt you. Not everyone is nice. It’s hard to tell who cares deep within the heart, and who just pretend to care. Maybe the truth is always there, just that we refuse to see it or pretend we didn’t see it.
AND very often, pam doesn’t know what she is talking about, the usuals i guess.
I’m starting to realise that, i do not know myself that well, my thoughts are always random and…ok nvm.
