Such a random thought to start blogging after such a long time. God knows when will it all end again. but yes, for the time being, this will be the place i shelter in. strangely how things all fall into place, be it good or bad, alittle of everything it seems, and that 2007 is all coming to an end. to be exact 21 more days.
I’m all in the confused state of mind, wondering if all these is all i want it to be or whether if all this are for real. not that i’m not happy, i am. Just that the way it seems, maybe like what m say, we can’t have the best of both worlds. I’m enjoying every moment hanging out with the girls, laughing, having fun, getting drunk, car rides, movie nights. but yes, at the end of the day, it just felt empty somehow.
When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares!
so random but, as much as i hate to admit, i miss d.
